A very personal attempt to visualize your own feelings

The film illustrates the ups and downs of emotions caused by unstoppable toxic and loving chains of thoughts - often triggered by just a single small moment, such as self-doubt or grief over the fate of others. Thoughts and feelings that increase in explosiveness, contradict each other, or jump away from each other can no longer be separated. They trigger an emotional flickering that depicts the various stages of inner perception. At its highest spikes, just before absolute intolerability, thought observes itself and becomes aware of its own meaninglessness and ineffectiveness. An absurd and surreal process, the final surrender and at the same time relief. Thus the perception of one's own insignificance becomes the emergency switch for a change of thoughts.